look others who celebrated massive birthday surprises makes me realize sometimes you just didn't realize that you're not welcome here. NEVER. yeah it sucks to think about where were your place in your friend's heart. Or you here just for fit the numbers. I'm really sad right now but at the same time it feel empty. where are your friends actually? DO THEY EVER EXIST?
Finding someone that really cares about you is hard
Do appreciate the one that always be there for you